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[Jul. 28th, 2006|11:57 pm] |
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R.I.P.
Pacha
(beloved hamster and friend)
May 2005-July 28th,2006
*tear* |
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|05:43 am] |
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| |  awake | ] |
yesterday i talked to TMBBITW.
and tonite i rode in a convertable. with the top down. and looked at the starry sky.
i can only hope life stays this good. |
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| wtw b! |
[Mar. 30th, 2006|02:31 am] |
well
i sucessfully broke my phone by stepping/accidentally throwing something on it.
the screen is cracked and i cant see a dam thing when i open it.
so i bought a new phone...with a camera...which caused some damage in the money dept.
im not sure if i have a job in the summer cause the library is bitchaasss
so i applied and have an interview to help little science children nerds draw bugs. SAWEEET
my parents bought a house in cananada which is pretty exciting.
my cousin might move in there before everyone else moves next summer.
my sisters moving to toronto this summer.
so that means im the only one left in the usa.
i have a feeling theyre trying to get away or leave me here...hmm |
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[Mar. 14th, 2006|04:04 am] |
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| |  lazy | ] |
im supposed to be writing my med sym paper right now but somehow i keep finding other things to do to postpone it...like writing this pointless entry and smelling that biscotti candle that someone has down the hall. dam it smells delish.
the past week has been interesting. i went home for two days and was sick the whole time. so i came back to school and had
adventures of "Lindra" (as Ed would say)
orange-aids couch
butter fingers
207 marbles
bball with the strators
mystery note
"your chin is too small and neck is too short. this creates a distortion i don't think your looking for."
long wet walk in the woods
false hopes in the rearview
tyrannasaurus rex
driving with completely fogged windows
$1 off
halfbaked and new york city
the truth about mc deusen
tattoo fruit rollups
jellyfish and motorcyles
shut up and show me
what level is your sex tension
you're mctarded
dancing dirrty
have u seen my vine
projecting 101
bird with broken neck
dreamy's bud is a bastard
mystery is solved
oh yea and i look middle eastern
i wish i had it documented cause despite all the work i had to do it was fantabulous....maybe next time. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2006|09:53 pm] |
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so i moved out of canada when i was 9.
i was in 5th grade and i had the best friends.
it was tragic.
when i moved out of the country i pretty much figured id never talk to or see them again.
every one of my friends here seems to be still so connected with their friends that they have known since kindergarten and elementary school.
i really can't say that i have and i was thinking about it last nite and about all the people i knew when i was a little sandypants
i feel so disconnected that i dont know anyone anymore that can say they knew me when i was little
this morning my sister told me she found out that one of my good friends in canada when i was little was on her friends facebook
so i talked to her and she still remembers me after 10 years.
how crazy is that.
we had a lemonade stand!
its so wonderful to connect with people from the past.
just a good feeling
:) |
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| it went a little like this.... |
[Dec. 13th, 2005|05:23 pm] |
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so
it was Kari, Emily and Me and we were out in the country by this really large building that i kind of felt was supposed to be calder. so we were all outside standing by this wooden fence looking at this field of these really odd looking animals. there were baby animals which looked just like Dory from Finding Nemo but it had feet and there like a ton of them and they were just running around like little Dory's. Then there were like the older version of them which looked like a cross between a blue turkey/peacock/and ostrich. Anyway i was like fascinated by them. Then Ian came out of the building and was talking about his project. Then David came running down the road and was talking about how he had to get to work. So we all kind of looked at these strange animals for a second and then all of a sudden something really freaked them out and they ran really fast down the road. Then there was this gigantic flash of lightning...i mean like BIG!! and then it was thundering and lightning REALLY BAD. so we all kind of looked at each other and were like..well we should prolly all get inside and get to work. Then the building changed to this HUGE skyscraper that kind of looked like the john hancock building in chicago.
OK and then out of no where this giant tsunami comes!!!! and like all of us are like SHIT and then i see people flying around everywhere and somehow i get inside this building and im alone and running down the hallways looking for anyone.
Then i see Emily and this guy and their like we have to find a secure room no by a window. So we run up flights of stairs and we find all these classrooms and we decided on one and stay there. There are people running about the whole building freaking out cause there is like a huge hurricane/tsunami/end of the world outside. SO we are in this room and then Donald Trump is in the next room with the window and i remember thinking he is so stupid for being in there.
the storm kinda calms down a bit so Em, Me and the dude go into the hallway and there is a giant wall of windows and we can see outside and everything is so gray and the there are violent waves and the water level has risen up to our floor..which is a pretty high floor. THEN...the water starts leaking all over the floor through the window! we start panicing and we start to move to a higher floor.
so we all find this other room that we think is safe and we get a phone call and its david on the line! and he's like dont worry we're safe..we're in the basement. that kinda confused me cause i would think that would be filled with water...but apparently not. so we were like do you know where Ian is and if he's ok?? and he was like yea he's here i'll put him on. and so he was on speaker phone and he was eating a sandwich. haha. so then they were like you should prolly make ur way down here cause its the safest spot.
So emily, me and others decided to take their advice and start running down stairs and hallways that reminded me of a submarine. Then we got to this one floor and the people were being really mean and a boy asked me where the bathroom was. So we concluded that the storm was making people mad and evil so we tried to stay clear of them and get outta there.
Then we found this door and we went in and we find good people and like all the guys have no shirts and swimming trunks?? anyway we find dave and kari and their like we're gonna take you to the basement. so we went up and down stairs and winding places forever and kari commented that it was the most confusing place in the building.
So we get to the basement and a ton of people are down there listening to music and stuff. Then we hear footsteps and we realize its the bad guys coming. so we all kinda freak out a bit..
Then the windows begin to crack and we are all like oh shit and we start to run up the stairs and then the ceiling starts cracking. So i start to run up this escalator and then this trap door above me in the ceiling breaks and all this water shoots down towards everyone and the second it hits the escalator it turns to ice...which makes it extremely hard to run up. so i jumped on the ice and it cracked and i ran all the way up and people followed.
So i thought. i gotta get out of here. but i had to pass like this ticket thing...you know like those ticket readers in the subways but i was like CRAP i dont have a ticket so i jumped the thing and ran out of the building with kari and emily behind me. so we're out of the building and the weather is calm..almost sunny but we're like we need to get in a vehicle fast and leave here. so we find this girl and she's like i have a giant red van with a siren. so we jumped in it and took off.
AND THATS THE END!
how's that for a dream? |
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[Dec. 13th, 2005|06:28 am] |
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i think i fell in love tonite
with something i feel
i may never come across |
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| soon your sugar daddies will all be gone... |
[Nov. 25th, 2005|07:24 pm] |
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| |  thirsty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cry cry cry-joaquin phoenix | ] |
moving this week has made me realize just how many times in my twenty years of life my family has moved.
1.house in Sarnia
2.house in Bright's Grove
3.village inn for a month
4.temp dow house in germany
5.house in Stade Germany
6.temp inn for a while
7.temp dow house in midland
8.house in midland
9.NOW temp house in midland
...im sure a ton of people have moved around more than me but it feels like alot to me but i guess i wouldnt change it cause of the experiences i've had but i always wonder what it would have been like to have stayed in one place and how things would have turned out.hmmmm anyway in a year things will be for good and no more moving. at least for my whole family.
..i on the other end am planning on moving to europe and marrying a rich man with an accent and living happily ever after.
the end :) |
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| its a good thing hermione paid attention in herbology.....bitch |
[Nov. 16th, 2005|04:32 pm] |
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| | elliot smith | ] |
GOOD MORNING STARSHINE THE EARTH SAYS HELLOOO!!!
well things are kind of getting better. taking one day at a time is better than looking into the future.
the library is "downsizing" because they accidentally hired to many people and the dean wants them to cut all the students hours. so ten people are being "let go" and im one of them
my boss said says she's trying really hard to keep me.
harry potter #4 is on thurs nite and i have tickets for 12:05!!!
it snowed alot today...im not sure i was ready for that
i talked to my mom about the moving thing and i realize there's no use stressing and making myself sick over it
im starting the meds again
hanging out with emily and dano everynite makes me so happy :)
i think im failing math cause i hardly go to the class
i will get to eat real food in a week!!!
hopefully ill get to see RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH |
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| i want to be known for my hits not just my misses |
[Nov. 6th, 2005|08:12 pm] |
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| | disappointed | ] |
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| | falloutboy nummber 6 | ] |
17 days til i go home
i havent been home since i moved here for the school year
i actually want to be in midland
everything is slowly wearing on me
all i do is work work work paint paint paint
and fail math quizzes cause i skip math cause i dont have time for it
i love painting on big canvas ALOT
i need a vacation and fresh air
i hate being treated like a fucking idiot by fucking dumbass jerks at lowe's when i want to buy wood for stretching my canvas. im not fucking stupid so dont treat me like i dont know what i want and need because im a girl...god. fuckers! ARRRRRRG that really pissed me off.
"the only thing more ridiculus than an art major is a dance major"....FUCK YOU DALE!!!! you work at lowes and your about sixty so piss off...oh yea and no im not going to make you fucking cookies!!!!
...that was so hateful but it was on my mind and made me so flaming angry. the nerve of some people...ouch. |
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| you owe me an i.o.u |
[Oct. 27th, 2005|10:55 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | the shins | ] |
this week has gone by so fast
ive learned a couple things....
-there is too much beauty in the world
-Stay is the most confusing movie i've ever seen but i still love RG
-when you have the chance to ride a ferris wheel...just do it
-listening to music while walking feels like the movies
-walking to the good water fountain is worth it
-putting the R earphone in the left ear & the L in the right is just better
-people who write on bathroom stall walls are just stupid
-late nite dance partay's in the painting room with My are hilarious
-my collage is actually something i could be proud of
-don't start a paper 24 hours before it's due
-people you dont expect to change, do.
-i miss home like peanut butter misses jelly
-the future is a blur for me
-i dont have to figure everything out right now |
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[Oct. 15th, 2005|06:49 pm] |
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i was in the back of a cop car tonite.
i know your jealous.
i'm sorry emily...let's go csi on their asses! |
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[Aug. 24th, 2005|04:13 pm] |
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| | indifferent | ] |
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| | neutral milk hotel | ] |
i couldnt have asked for a more perfect evening on my last nite in town. |
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| i wish i could by me a spaceship |
[Aug. 1st, 2005|02:50 pm] |
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sooo
`packed up my car
`felt
`a fellow Sandy B!!!!
`pizzza
`EMILY!
`secret mission with my partners in crime
`slurpees
`million dollar baby
`heartbreak
`mo cuishle
`crying.....and more crying
`shrek snacks
`the real basement of kirkhoff
`making davids movayyy
`poker
`me acting=not good hahahahaha i try
`shut up! shut up! shut up! shut up!
`mmm starburst and pictures
`logans
`mm mashed potatoes and gravy
`jurassic park
`sleep
`waiting....waiting
`ian obsessing over noah and allie haha.
`noah is the perfect man..too bad he's not real
`flowers
`M & L's shower
`beeeeeeauuutiful cottage
`trampoline raft
`"get in the water!!"
`PADDLE BOAT on the lake!!!!
`baby
`cake out the window at high speeds
`told mom about pacha
`have to move out of gva by friday
`then going home to talk about the future of the bellerive family situation. |
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| oshkoshbujosh |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|11:02 am] |
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it is now 11:05..i think and i am sitting in the library office. the air conditioner is a lil chilly but i suppose im not going to complain because its a nice change from the apartment. i find it so bizarre working a two hour shift. i mean technically no one even has to be here in my opinion because hardly anyone comes up to the fourth floor on a saturday morning. but i guess there are the occasional few. no one ever really told me what im supposed to be doing...so i normally just read or something and then walk around.
i got a C on my last astronomy test...prolly cause i didnt study at all. im not too worried. i mean i was engrossed in HP and astronomy was the last thing on my mind. i mean im all interested and fascinated in stars and planets and rocketing to the moon and i would totally love to understand it all...but learning the physics is really hard for me. i just dont understand like molecules and atoms and stuff like that. it just doesnt click in my brain what they really are and stuff. i guess i'll never be cut out to be an astronaut...i mean they truly amaze me because they have got to be soo smart. i mean to learn all the controls and what would happen and what to do in a situation. like my brain is not nearly capable of all the information. in the video we watched in class, it was all about astronauts and there was this one astronaut and his name was get this......Gus Grissom!...thats almost like Gil Grissom! so at once i formed an attachment to him..plus he looks like Tim Fisher.. yea so i was like this guy was freaking sweet. but after a while i started to get a worried feeling about him. im not sure why but i had this feeling that something bad was going to happen to him. sure enough. i was right! he died in the testing of this spacecraft because some spark went off under his seat and he and two other guys burst into flames. i was like almost crying cause they showed the cabin they were in on fire. it was so sad. then they gave him like one of those high class government burials with the american flag on the casket and the name GRISSOM was carved into it. and i was like NOOO!! it was tragic...seems to be a trend lately...like in the end of harrypotter.ugh
mmyea so next sunday is mattandlindys wedding shower thing. its on this lake an hour away somewhere. i mean im kinda excited but im not gonna know anyone there so it might be awkward. we'll see. |
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| mmm storage |
[Jul. 8th, 2005|12:06 pm] |
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| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rise against | ] |
today was the weirdest/greatest day of work. i get in there and they inform me that, amanda, jessica, me and pat are going to storage, which is downtown. I had no idea what we were going to do there but I was all for leaving the library so we grab supplies..tape, box cutters, blue paper, sharpies and head out. pat stopped to get gas and bought us all drinks and candy. i was overjoyed when i got ho ho's :) then we drove downtown. I had heard stories that the place was like awful and stuff. she was like im going to treat you guys because alot of people dont like going to storage and stuff. so we get there and its like this giant buildings with broken windows and decay and it was SWEEEEET! i was like how could you not love going here? we pulled into the building through this garage and it was like this warehouse with these big machines and a ton of boxes and bricks and random doors, wood, a spray booth and trashcans..and a pretty nice couch and some chairs. so we pull in and shut the door behind us. then we opened this other garage door inside the building and i walked in and there were shelves upon shelves of really old books. it was dark and cold and soo dirty. there were like paint chips everywhere and dust. i wish i had brought my camera cause it was soso awesome looking. there was this office area with this really old door and steps and windows. then i found this book from the 1800's and i REALLY wanted it. so i guess we had to find all these boxes of books with a certain date and pile them on this platform. they were like covered in spiderwebs fjdlasfjafjklkj! not cool. they were super heavy but we did it. then we walked through the stacks in the creepy part and had to put these periodicals in boxes. when you moved the boxes on the floor these dust clouds. mmmmmm. my hands were pretty nasty and i was scared to use the bathroom there cause i may have gotten hepititus if i had gone in there. anyway so we played on this wheely platform thing and then we left. on the way back pat stopped and bought us all food. WOW talk about a great boss. it was kind of shocking. she's real nice when we're not at the library. hehe. i hope we go to storage more often. |
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| oh drive-in josh...! |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|03:40 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | kelly clarkson...i dont care what you think. i like it | ] |
so i started my other two classes. my one profs is greek and the other is columbian. they both have crazy accents and i cant help but be entertained. astronomy is pretty cool. we looked at jupiter and constellations last nite till after 11. then i had to walk all the way home from the ravines. it was murder specially cause i was dead tired.
emily: so when i was in class my greekteacher was like..i need to make an announcement. and he was like aaron just got married...cause i guess he had written it on his card with info about himself.haha i almost puked when i heard him say that....everyone else cheered....if only they knew the REAL him. whatever. i dont think i can ever be fully happy for him. he couldnt handle ur religious rebellion and is a wuss....."they found a human car in the field???" oh and "it'd be kinda hard cause of the divider thing between the front seat...ooo the backseat is more like a couch...i get it." hahaha
this morning it storming ungodly hard. when i was running to my car i jumped in this big puddle and my pants were soaked up to my knees. then i got in my car thinking it was safe...but NO. it was leaking! the rain was coming on in through the roof. the whole left side at the top was soaking and dripping water all over me. so i drove over to the parking lot by the library holding on of my sweaters against the roof trying to stop the rain. but it was no use. so i get outta my car and make a run for the library. when i get there i realize i left my cell phone in the car by the leak. CRAP. so i run back out and get soaked and get my phone and try to block the rain again. so i get back to the library and its hard to walk cause my pants are all wet. i decide im thirsty and they had no juice left in the machine so i settled for a sierra mist. i opened it and it seriously exploded all over me and the floor. ugh. then this dude i work with gave me a star for being canadian. it make me feel good. tmorrow is canada day WOOOOHOOOOOO! OH yea and when i was leaving the library today the girl at the front desk stopped me and was like...do you know an ian?...i was like yes? and she goes...o cause there was this girl here earlier and said something about an ian wanted to know if a sandypants worked on the 4th floor. hahahaha so im wondering what that was all about. so it finally stopped raining and the roof is still a bit wet by the drivers side. i need to get an oil change but im scared. i dont want to go alone. i may go to holland on saturday because lance is going to a wedding and he wants pics of him in his tux. but i have to see if i have gas money. prolly not. but we'll see. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 19th, 2005|05:30 pm] |
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| | thoughtful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | brand new-the quiet things that noone ever knows | ] |
i went to the park today and sat in the grass and read my book. this little boy who had to be about 3 or 4 came over and sat right next to me. he had a mohawk and was most adorable. we chatted for a bit and he told me his name and i said i liked his hair. then his mom csme over and insisted he sit with his family but he said he wanted to sit with me. then his mom said no cause they were eating food so he got up and we said goodbye. |
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[Jun. 15th, 2005|01:14 am] |
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| | awake | ] |
i cant sleep. i think its because of the two hour nap i had this afternoon. i just dropped a glass on my foot and let me tell you...that fucking kills! so anyway whats been going on...not a whole lot. ive been printing pictures like mad crazy. on thursday i have to take my final roll for class. im gonna go to the overgrown barn/crackhouse and take some really creepy cool pictures of brad dressed as a dirty italien/drug dealer. next weekend im going to visit emily in traverse city. i WAYYYYYYY excited for that!!! last weekend sarah and leslie came and we had guitarded times. we broke the screen on my window by trying to fit a fan that was too big for the window by propping it up on a tripod/bed/pillow. the seven eleven guy told sarah she needed to take a math class. took pictures with a very hyper leslie eva on the bridge. they insisted on calling pacha taco....? went to the beach and threw rocks at seaguls. o yea and i broke this handle thing inside the refriderator. im not sure how but it just fell off and i cannot fix it. pacha and I are good buddies now. i love him so. |
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